Imadé (ee-MAH-day) is a writer and mental health advocate who founded Depressed While Black®. She is a suicide attempt survivor who lives with clinical depression and borderline personality disorder. Imadé first developed Depressed While Black as her 2015 Columbia University Non-Fiction Creative Writing MFA thesis. Depressed While Black has grown into an online community, an in-progress book, and a 501(c)3 nonprofit that donates Black-affirming personal care items to psychiatric patients and connects people to Black therapists.


    Vision Statement:

    Depressed While Black envisions a world where people of African descent heal from severe depression through Black-affirming mental health support and advocacy.

  • Help Me Find A Therapist

    The Help Me Find A Therapist program is currently on hiatus so we can care for ourselves and fulfill past requests for Black therapist options.



    The pandemic is devastating Black communities. Even if you don't have a pre-existing mental health condition, it's very possible to develop one in the midst of so much loss. When you're in a mental health crisis, it can be incredibly difficult to find a Black therapist.


    In partnership with Darkness Rising, a mental health awareness nonprofit, Help Me Find A Therapist is a free program that directly assists community members in the search for Black therapists. Users fill out a digital form to make customized requests for culturally competent therapy and can expect to receive contact information for up to 3 Black therapists which meet their criteria, tips for their first therapy consultation, and more.


    Thank you to our volunteers who use their skills to help our community find Black therapists:

    Benjamin Heisler

    Natalie Winicov

    Areinia Adams
    Sasha Zabelski⁠
    Maria Black⁠
    Holly Ramella⁠
    Taylor Molton⁠
    Symoné Bella⁠
    Erin Moeller⁠
    Kiera Schaindlin⁠
    Robin Goldberg⁠
    Morgan Sterling


    For more information or volunteer opportunities:

    Email helpmefindatherapistprogram@gmail.com


    Volunteer Interest Form: bit.ly/HMFATVolunteer


    Help Me Find A Therapist Twitter: twitter.com/HMFATProgram


    Disclaimer: As with any service, you are encouraged to research and consult with any providers before working with them to ensure a good fit. This program is not intended as a tool for verifying the credentials, qualifications, or abilities of any clinician listed.


    We use your monetary donations to purchase Black-affirming personal care items for psychiatric patients.

    Donate to make a difference.

    "A patient was here and he had nothing. When it came time to discharge him we were able to give him socks, underwear, and a T-shirt from your donations. He said it had been a while since he was able to get a new pair of underwear. Your donation made it possible for us to help a patient in need."


    -Staff Member at Moses Cone Alamance County Behavioral Health Hospital



    When I was hospitalized, I had nothing but the clothes I came in with. I was literally wearing my trauma.


    When I first asked a staff member what patients wanted for their April drop off, I was surprised that the first request they had was Chapstick. We are in the middle of a global crisis, but small things like giving Chapstick can help people care for their bodies and live with dignity.


    As a nonprofit, Depressed While Black receives a wish list from psychiatric patients and staff and then donates these items each month. Depressed While Black is currently providing this service for Moses Cone Alamance Regional Behavioral Health Hospital in Burlington, NC and Cone Health Behavioral Health Hospital in Greensboro, NC.


    Depressed While Black also provides Black beauty supply kits for psychiatric patients where each individual kit includes all-natural travel-size shampoo, conditioner, hair oil, and shea body butter. The kit also includes chapstick, a satin bonnet, a wave cap, a wide-tooth comb, and a handle-less brush. These items are sourced from Black-owned businesses.


    As a trial run, Black haircare and skincare items were mailed to Columbia University Psychiatry in October 2020 and sent to UNC Psychiatry's Adolescent Unit in November 2020.


    Would you like to send a Wish List or are you a business owner wanting to donate your items or offer them at a reduced price? Contact DepressedWhileBlack@gmail.com


    100% of donations are used for the Wish List program. Donate at depressedwhileblack.kindful.com.


    This is what Depressed While Black gave in

    July 2021:


    Cone Health Behavioral Health Greensboro

    30 Shampoo

    30 Conditoner


    (Both shampoo and conditioner bottles have inspirational messages from psychiatric survivors)

    Alamance Regional Behavioral Health

    (Burlington, NC) 

    100 Underwear
    40 Flip Flop Pairs
    36 Stress Balls
    35 Brushes

  • #BuildABlackVision

    We partnered with BEAM for #BIPOCMentalHealthMonth 2020 to #BuildABlackVision for mental health. We highlighted the experiences of Black people in psychiatric jails and facilitated dialogue to build a collective vision that transforms Black mental health in our country.


    We want to defund the police and punitive psychiatric jails/hospitals in order to fully fund Black community mental health centers that prioritize peer-support, agency, and self-determination.


    Read our articles on The Mighty:

    What It Means to #BuildABlackVision for Mental Health


    My Experience in Two Different Psychiatric Hospitals


    How Do You 'Get Better' in a Psychiatric Hospital Where No One Understands You?

  • BLOG

    Find mental health stories from an African-American lens and discover new mental health resources

  • BOOK

    My in-progress book, Depressed While Black, explores race, religion, and romance all while popping Prozac and navigating therapy


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    Revolutionary Self-Care

    Minority Mental Health Summit

    When A Woman Speaks Lunch Panel

    Black Women's Life Balance & Wellness Conference at Spelman University

    Spirituality and Mental Health

    Blacktivism Conference at Emory Univeristy

    Self-Care is the Movement


    Listen to Imadé talk about what it means to be Depressed While Black

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    A COMPLETE MISUNDERSTANDING: Depression, Suicide, and Wellness Solutions


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